Sometimes we share emotions I’m not sure are even real.
Should it take that much focus just to say how I feel?
But I have more faith in me than I can say for you,
Because I’m the one that lays everything on the table– you never do.
I know you feel sick, wondering why everything must have a direction,
But it’s only in my nature to run for, to grab at what may be perfection.
I’m trying to slow things down, trying my best not to run.
Even if we are not in love, simply being with you feels like the sun.